Thursday, December 6, 2012

is it really Christmas time?

Where the hell has 2012 gone?  I am sure not ready for this year to be over.  I have not reached my sales target and will not make it, unless I can find like almost 400k in filter business between now and basically now, since we are paid on ship dates not order intake.  I will be happy to start the work year with a clean slate and not forever be in the hole.  However, I am not ready for 2013. 

I had an epiphany the other day...I am half way to 66.  That thought absolutely firightened me.  I am also not ready to deal with the fact that my parents are closer to 70 than to 50.  I absolutely can not imagine the day where I can not pick up the phone to call my Mama with a question.  It makes me more and more appreciate the time I do have with my parents and really really makes me want to move back to Texas. (no that is not going to be possible in the near future, but I never rule it out as to happening,)  I certainly feel that I have so much left to do and why the heck did I piddle around for the first 33 years.  J and I want to have our own kids and add to our family, guess I need to get working on that.  I still have a very long bucket list, well I think I do.  I may spend the next few posts putting an actual bucket list together and start checking things off. 

However, it IS December 6, 2012 and 2013 is going to happen whether I want it to or not.....so I need to get my act together and live.

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