Tuesday, March 27, 2012

M is for Motivation

Motivation, a word that is my enemy right now. For some reason, I am having a lack of motivation in all aspects of my life. I need to get motivated to grow my work territory and really work at it, not just go through the motions. I have some real amazing potential here, and for some reason I can't seem to get off my ass to crack it open. I am not motivated to work out, which is awful. Each night I tell myself that tomorrow is my fresh start....but yet it isn't happening. Could be why I have gained 6 pounds since my wedding that I can't lose. I hate those 6 pounds. They just seem to taunt me and stick their tongue out and say...sure have some french fries you can work them off later. Later hasn't come. If you know me, you know that weight is something I have struggled with my whole life. Thanks Mackey genes! So where some say, 6 pounds is nothing....it is a HUGE deal to me. I worked so hard to lose some weight before my wedding and I would love to take those 6 pounds and another 10 off before I get pregnant.

Motivation....I am putting it out there, so I can hold myself somewhat accountable. I will be enlisiting some sort of program to follow and I hope to document my successes and failures (obvioulsy those are hardered to put out there)

No time like the present

1 comment:

  1. My advice (coming from someone who is also struggling to find motivation): make a list of things you want/need to accomplish at work and baby steps for starting. On the working out...... grrrrrr........ I'm trying to find this motivation, too. Life is just really unstructured right now, and I need routine. But I always think Mondays make for good starts ;)

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