September 10, 2011 at my Bachelorette Party |
How much a difference makes? Physically, I think that I look pretty much the same as I did last year. My hair is a little longer and has more red in it that it did last year at this time. I haven't put on a ton of post wedding pounds, so that is good!
Mentally, I am in such a better place today than I was just a year ago. 2011 was a roller coaster year that started out was a job loss and job gain on the same day. I thought I had found a company that I was really going to love and thrive at with a pretty unique portfolio with a boss I thought would be a great mentor. So 2 out of the 3 isn't bad....I hated the company and their lack of focus. I thought a unique porfolio was very cool and my boss was great, until he wasn't my boss. I had 22 states and part of Canada.....I have always loved having a traveling job, but this was hard. I couldn't build traction and I felt like I was never getting anywhere. I was the youngest sales rep by like 10 years and that made me feel really alone.
J proposing was a high and I loved planning a wedding. I loved seeing my family more than normal and got to really bond with my mother.
September 15, 2012 at Slough Stock |
Then August came and the board of directors put the company for sale and eliminated my sales team....while I was sitting at a Starbucks in Baton Rouge. Pre-J I would have utterly fallen apart. After a lot of tears and the most amazing support from friends, I regrouped and started the job hunt. I knew I was relinquished from a job I didn't like, but I was terrified of not finding something with a wedding in 2 months. I had a few good job interviews by phone, and was flown from west coast to east coast for a few in personl final interviews, but was not the right fit.
Right about this time last year, I started interviewing for my current job. An AMAZING job, that I landed 3 days before my wedding. I was able to go on my honeymoon and start as soon as I got back into town. So I have a new job, new last name, new family, new hopes for the future, new roles in my life, a savings account, and hopefully just more stability than 2011.
2012 is amazing :) I'm not sure if it feels that way because of how bad 2011 sucked or in spite of it. Glad that you're happy, healthy, and gainfully employed!
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